Hey silly girl,
I think I got a thing for you.
From late nights spent driving in this stolen car
The years we wasted living in this desert town,
Haven't broken up so far.
Hot afternoons, we'd climb onto the neighbors house.
Breathed deep and jumped into a waiting sky
Our bare feet were framed on the horizon.
I felt the future in your eyes
It was the promise of summer.
We'll seal it with a kiss,
This time I'll do things proper.
How did it get to this?
Dear you,
tonight let's get ahead of ourselves,
Passed out, I barely can remember.
Yesterday stretched on for so long.
Tomorrow feels like forever.
My God, you know how much I needed this.
These days are filled with such disaster.
Sometimes I think that life will never be the same.
Sometimes I think that's the answer.
And she said, here comes the promise of summer.
Let's seal it with a kiss.
This time I'll do things proper.
How did we get to this?
and the reasonis you.
Hairul Bakhtiar Bin Azman.
male.
goin 17 this year.
born in 07/10/93.
Fuchun Sec.
I dun Bite!!.
I Swear!!.
AHaHaHa....
Love It When It Rains.
This is the other side of me
completely different from life.
.
but everythingmeans nothing.
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Haizz....life is full of surprises...hehe aniwaes sorry if i didn't update for so long... quit buzy nowadays couldn't keep up ... ... Sometimes the petty2 things people do could meant much much more... sometimes ie kept thinkin to myself that she could be rich if ie weren't here so what am i doing ....!!!! she lost so much just for me and i'm doing this to her... thinking of it really put me in tears....But ie really appreciate it... but now adays it's getting hard to express how u feel....it'll be very awkward haha....
aniewaes now i know the importance of this year and i wont make any mistakes ... i SWEARRRRRRR....!!!!! hahaha...guess i'll have to stop thinkin bout girls for awhile ...haha ...STUDY COMES FIRST...
but... alot of things i need to cover so i wont have time to finish up my song thats for sure... haha ....
your sincerely, Hairul Bakhtiar Bin Azman AyulRomie
PS: Don't Think...Just Do.....!
if i ain't got you|2:26 AM
Saturday, February 20, 2010
....alot of things to write but i dont know how...
Hellooooo people...back again hahhaha....well got a text by acertain someone...''i dun bcoz u r hairul and ive known u''cheydieee...dier feeling2 tuuuu hahahah.....but i was realli moved by those words... meaning to say that some people do appreciate me... hahaha
aniwaes back to Earth.....just now thrashed out my thirst for Enjoyment by playing Sepak Takraaw....!!! hahaahaha very funny eu know...i was watching sum movie and some guy nudged me...''3pm at 553...got match with 509 boys...sepak takraw..'' i was like...why didnt this happened earlier...!!!!! i was Freaking Bored at homee for the last3 days.....!!! haha had fun we lost though..... sucks kan....! i really dropped... nk kate ape da lame tk maen... reached home at around 8 - 9 didn't remembered...XD well...still waiting for some1 to open up my heart again....hahha
your sincerely, Hairul Bakhtiar Bin Azman A.K.A AyulRomie XP
PS: Wondering why ie always see her in my dreams...
if i ain't got you|7:08 AM
Sunday, February 14, 2010
God ....another one of those boring days in my life... no plans ...no calls...no one to chat too haiss....Since its CNY alot of shops closed so no reason to go out... feel like playing soccer at tekong but like nonsence like that From UT all the way to woodlands just to play soccer then in time go home...=.=''
well...Valentines day just ended like 14 hrs agooo ... sucks to be spending that time sleeping.... wish i could enjoy that day with someone... nvm lorrr but wasted ...now bcoz of that i lost the bet now the Drinks are all on me guyss....=.='' ....Haizzz.....
I've been thinking...and ie came up with a conclusion.... Thinking of what happen back then ..i think I wanna enjoy my single life a bit longer no use hooking myself up with some girl that i don't fancy i guess the time will come The thing is ..when i start finding, they're not there But when i stop..never fail to see 1 hahaha maybe the heat is getting to me ..i dont know.... i'll guess ,i'll have to wait for that special Juliet to come around XD...
if i ain't got you|9:16 PM
Friday, February 12, 2010
yoooo peepssssss hahaha .... here again sowie if my updates are not freaquent ...I AM JUST PLAIN LAZYYY..... HAHAHAHA btw todae was CNY celebrations and i swear the performances bore me Malay dance hmmm oukae2 larh but all small2 boring to watchh indian dance ...errrr nonono Chinese dance....XD JYEAHH even though they wear pyjammas ....i like it! hahaha THE PARENT SUPPORT GROUP no they really know how to Bring the C.E.L.E.B.R.A.T.E in CELEBRATION hahaahahaha one of the MAK CHICS really pump it hahha I could feel the enthusiasm for that CHic She's so 'hot' she makes me sweat ...HAHAHAHA or maybe its just enviroment...hahahah dunno....
After school went straight home due to the intense pain ie feel in my head ... Striaght away Dropped And K.Oed at my bed till 6+ studied until lyke noww hahaha beat my record already ... Longest Time Sitting Still At Home hahaha
tat is all yaaa.... Ps: looks like i'll be spending valentines day at home...T.T
if i ain't got you|7:47 AM
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
aduhh.....NAK MATI BOLEHY???!?!?!? seriously my illness is getting from bad to worst..... went to the docs todae to get a check up she said no cold water...ICE CREAM OSO CANNOT then ie remembered.....just eat icce cream juz now.... hahaha ironic hahah went lepaking behind skool with afro mimi n SADDAM!!!! haahah....actuali i have no intention of slackin because ie want to take my DnT file from mole after school thats why i go even while waiting ie felt terrible lyke want to collapse but tahan school ended got my file den afro say w8 i want go meet chics accompany mie ar hahaha oukae we waited below blok napiez promised at 3 ....i waited till 4...=.='' Chalo lar ..no point waiting ...sad thing is afro kena paitao nan ppoan..hahaha well went home straight den sleep....hahaha aduhh terrible2 siax my cough aniwaes tats about it
your sincerely, Hairul Bakhtiar Bin Azman S9336569J Single !!! hahaha
PS: Guess i'll stay home on Valentines Day....
if i ain't got you|3:33 AM
Monday, February 8, 2010
ARRHGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i feel damn awfullll..... this is wad happens if eu take the wrong medicine GAHHHHHH!!!!!! BODY ACHES HEAD ACHES NOSE RUNNY EYES WATERY THROAT ITCHY COUGHING!!!!! AIYARRRR
wad a great day.... HAHAHA went jamming at Clark quey with afiq,napi,saim,haziq,mimi,epul and khomsin.... while jamming aniq kol.... ie swear he lyke fauckin chibai 1.... he called ..telling us where nak step fanatic plak dier kater''tak mo nk alamak2 larh...ko dtg sini amek aku...'' he wad step star karat per....straight i fauck his face through the phone tk der org ajk..dh lambat...tk tao bboal baik2 dh cam bangla gi towmn... apart from this everything was A O KAYY HAHAHA this was the day i was craving for hahah
i swear that was nort necessary siaxx HAHAHAHAHAH after tat we went ''Walking'' check2 we went 1 big round ...WHAT A JOKE! hahaha
Back....yet again .... todae was freakin funny....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was my final X country for my years in Fuchun sec...HAHAHAHA lazy to run,ie kept disturbing ppl otw...hahhaah wad a joke!!! while walking,Thanesh told me ''oi run larh goin to finishin line'' ie say ''NO....we participate nort to win but to enjoy the the journey'' then saw Haikel pass me.....leaving him behind i chase the guy with big lips....!!! HAHAHAHA...that was irony.... hahaha after that went to tekong to play soccer with haziq afiq afro khomsin shazni hisham ezzie izwan tham n his thambi n dee n lenny HAHAHAHA funny siaxxx.... we joget lyke bangla bawah blok.!!! swim on the floor!! all the nonsence eu can think offf....HAHAHAHAA
Fauck man......today really sucks just the start of the morning and ie already feel lyke fuckin some people up .... eu guys think its funny ar?? do eu think ie wanna be born this way.... come on larh theres a limit to jokes....i swear if eu guys were strangers my fist would long be stuck in all of ur mouth!!!! eur teasing me as if eur so perfect.... COCK LARH!!!! told myself ''the nxt person how ask ...i swear i beat 1'' check2 its come out to be aa girl terpakse tahan.....lao cine legong aner atao saper2 irritating confem bersehypahh!!!!
chibai sotx siax....
whats the point of me answering if every1 is just gona be laughting at me at the end ...... .... who eva ask me to ask me wad colour....ie swwear i'll fuck eu up real good....!!!!!
Hoii......all eur fault larhhhh.....felt tired for the day... coz ie slept late yesterday.... ahahahah ... ... .. . aniwaes......heres my day... after school went to 339 to meet tuer n afro otw....afiq napi and myself kept disturbing passerbys...!!! ahahaha till my pants drop...ahaha no amount of laughter could describe it...!!! god....wad a good Joke....SADDAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMm!!! ahahahah
*sidetrack*
wad eu mean by nort ur taste..... wad eu mean by Besar....besar ape siaxx..... Sanggup ko bgi brader ko berperang soranggg...... tk kesian kan aku per??? ..ah? taik ko ..... !!! macihy tk kesian kan aku pah.... Bilang larh taikkkkk!!!! HAHAHAHAHA kae larh....surprise me okae.... ahaha
tak berhati perot langsongggggg.....ahahaha heres my chapter 2 of my life.... i rmber how ie used to punch Mr potato felt so good.... throwin water..XP makin ppl cry those were the days... HAHAHA....;sec3
dear diary, *Cheydieee diary* i wanna share this with half of the world bout my sucky past
how time flys so fast ... how ie remembered my sec 1 orientation as if it was like yesterday it's been years since i could remember There used to be this girl ie once knew in fact ...she was the first girl ie layed eyes on since my years in secondary school being the first girl to hold my hand ... XP*i rmber*(sec 1 ori) ahhaha....sry ie ie feeling2 abit kekeke those were the days she use to sit beside me sharing stuff ...
still remembered how she'd use to say 'if ie were in a coma'' n i'll go all worrying hahaha..... gosh those were the years
then 1 day ....haizz had quarrels goin on annoyed...i just left....=.='' sowie if ie wasnt there when eu needed some one most fault was on me yeah... sucks right but if only eu knew the story behind it to eu ..anything ie say would just be an excuse so no use telling.... XP ANIWAESSS... now she becamed my sweetest sis that i will cherish for life..!!!
that was one of the most regretful moments of my life didnt i realised wad a wonderful person i've met....
life moved on.... Fate fell short and got transfered out ... it was only my first few days of my 'new' school already got girl cried bcoz of me.... haizz...sucks right swear nort my fault ...i can specificaly point out the culpritss HISHAM N ACAP...faucker bodo they all! zzz
aniwaes ... ... ... Found braders2 that i could cherish in life....JYEAH!! it's been 4 yrs already and i'v already tried to forget and did acomplished....i think.... HAHA....now most of us have been seperated how unfair life is ....BUT i swear one day we'll all sit around and share stories...XP there eu go....